What's going on?

Well I have had a surprising week in both a good and bad way, the week has not turned out what I expected when I woke up last Monday and it has affected my current path and my routine.  Im trying to get my head straight again and move forward but I have to admit Im a little scared and I know I shouldnt be.  I have not been in the mind to blog this week, hence my disapperance for almost a week!  All this sounds quite criptic and I dont want to discuss details rather feelings and the foginess in my head which is slowly clearing day by day.  All will proceed but in what direction I do not know at this time.  In a positive way I pray.  I hate the ups and downs and lack of stability and direction that these times bring for many.  But it is something we must deal with......only problem is, Im not very good at that!