Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Cannot find the words
I want to write but cannot find the words. In the last few weeks, my blog has been a kind of diary for me. Im not a very open person and do not like to really share my feelings or show myself, but it has been helpful lately. but now I cannot find the words, my head is foggy and confused, I feel lost, spinning. My reality of what is possible is mixed with my wants that are out of my reach. I believe in the almost impossible, always have, maybe that makes me a dreamer, living in the clouds, maybe it just makes me stupid. I feel I had found a path and now have lost it again, fearing the future, feeling that I know it already. I feel bound, muted, unable to fight. maybe there is a greater cause in this, but right now I dont see it, but then you are not supposed to.